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calcified, comedy, consciousness, corridors of time, dreamlike, emotional events, episodic memories, explicit memories, foolishness, ghostly, inaccessible, melt, recall, repressive future, sadness, self-knowing awareness, sentimental value, surreal, temporal lobe, tragedy
But the Helper (Comforter, Advocate, Intercessor—Counselor, Strengthener, Standby), the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name [in My place, to represent Me and act on My behalf], He will teach you all things. And He will help you remember everything that I have told you. – John 14:26, AMP
Your betrayal nearly hardened my heart Calcified instead fond episodic memories – Consciously collected personal events Stored in temporal lobe. Imagining possible future experiences Not achievable since episodic memories’ Self-knowing awareness is inaccessible, Incapable of roaming at will. Needing to believe my dreamlike ghostly Existence isn’t endless just a juxtaposition – Tragedy and comedy placed side by side to Accentuate both my sadness and foolishness – I seek the answers to these mysterious and Unexplainable human psyche extremes that Pull and stretch my mind’s corridors of time. Hoping to sidestep eternal unawareness, I pray for a softening with time my mind’s Repressive future until it allows petrified Explicit memories to melt. Let me consciously recall every pleasant Highly emotional date, place, experience Containing sentimental value so that my Hope for a future is restored. - composed March 18, 2021
